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April 5th, 2006
05:49 pm
Alright lets change the rythym of my journal of yesterdays....So lets make it somewhat happy
I have a place to live...YAY ME....
I have a job that pays well...YAY ME....
I have a MOHAWK...GO ME....
I have someone who loves me...YAY ME....
I have someone whom I love...YAY ME....
I will have a new bike...YAY ME....
I will hopefully have a license soon...LETS HOPE....
alright so thats my update
I need to hang out with people now that I am actually gettin my life back in order
So hit me up people
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March 11th, 2006
03:47 pm
*sighs* My life seems to be crumbling. I have a job but don't really have a place to live. I got booted from where I was and I'm not even really sure of why. Then I find another place to crash but I work to late and they go to sleep to early and lock the door. I've spent one night in a van and I'm not sure where the next place I sleep will be. It sucks and I don't feel like it's gonna be getting any better, at least not anytime soon. I don't understand why things like this happens to me, I'm a nice guy and I do what I can to help my friends. Or at least the people I think are my friends, apparently a few of them weren't and now I'm were I am. Someone suggested this was just a test and whne I survive I'll grow stronger and well all I have to say is this is one fucked up test that I'm not sure I'll survive.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/worried.gif) distressed
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October 13th, 2005
02:06 pm - I am so lame...
| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| cannongreenleaf goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Wraith. | | hana gives you 14 yellow licorice-flavoured pieces of bubblegum. | | mollykillz tricks you! You lose 5 pieces of candy! | | ragging gives you 2 softly glowing cinnamon-flavoured jawbreakers. | | smplictisbeaut gives you 7 pink coconut-flavoured gummy bats. | | cannongreenleaf ends up with 18 pieces of candy. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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July 24th, 2005
02:27 pm - Pain
So another is getting married and it hurts so badly to know that I'm not the one that will make her happy for the rest of her life. I feel like a piece of me has died and it makes me kinda want to just go with it...My heart is broken and I'm not sure if it can be repaired so easily this time. I always wondered if I was meant to have happiness and I think the answer is no. Nothing ever seems to go right for me, it all seems to go horribly wrong and it makes me wonder why I actually do go on. Maybe I'm an emotional masochist and I like being hurt like this, I just don't know. Don't be worried if I just stop talking to people for awhile right now. I don't really want to deal with anyone and I think being alone will keep me from getting hurt so badly anymore.
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December 26th, 2004
08:10 pm
This might be my last post but I don't know. I feel as if I am drifting away from everyone and everything. I go to work, I come home and I do nothing, either because I don't feel like doing anything or cause theres no one to do anything with. I feel so distant from all of my friends...so distant I'm not really sure were friends anymore. It hurts to think about it and yet it will make it easier for me when I move. Theres at least a few taht I want to stay friends with but I'm not even sure where I stand with them. Most know of why I'm moving but I will post it here anyways. I have met a girl in California. Her name is Ashlee. I know most are thinking about my past long distance relationship and so have I...this is different. It may not make sense to most but for each person I have seriously dated...Grace, Dawn and Ashlee...I have dreamed about them at least once. Grace and Dawn's dreams were never good or never ended good. Ashlee's was different and it ended happily and I woke up happier then I have ever woken up before. She has also had similiar type dreams. I have a feeling I might of met the one. Now that is not the only reason I am moving. I am also moving for a change of scenery and hopefully a less depressing one at that. I have become depressed staying here in Williamsburg. To many painful memories and the such. It is time for me to move on and away. It won't happen til I have some cash so if those of you want to stay in touch with me then contact me...I have a cell phone now and my number is...945-0849
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/sad.gif) depressed
Current Music: sounds of a house settling
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November 25th, 2004
02:38 pm - Gobble Gobble
Happy Thanksgiving Day All. GObble GObble Gobble
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October 25th, 2004
02:37 am
WOOT I AM 20 BOW DOWN BEFORE MY AWESOMENESS OF AGE
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June 9th, 2004
05:40 pm - Wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee Happy Daniel
Okay Sunday, Monday and Tuesday were all spent at Dawns, for those of you who don't know thats my girlfriend. We just hung out, watched movies, listened to music and did absolutly nothing constructive. Sunday I bought dinner for her family and her mom had said I could stay the night and so Dawn didn't have to go to school so we kinda slept on the couch in her music living room. we got about 2 hours sleep each. 2 people asleep on a couch is not that comfy. Then Monday we were gonna go to Busch or somethin but we didn't and when night came her mom said I could stay over again and so I did and this time we slept in her other living room on seperate couches. Much easier to sleep. Then Tuesday we hung out til about 6 and then I was taken home. I so wanted to kiss her but damn me and my shyness. As for today I went and got new shoes, a new belt and thats about it.
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05:39 pm
| cannongreenleaf's LJ stalker is hana! | | hana is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! |
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June 1st, 2004
11:15 am - I don't know Brain, Me and Pippy Longstocking, I mean what would the children look like
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee Daniel Is in a good mood. Yesterday was awesome. It made up for a horrible day Sunday. Anyways lets start with the beginning of the weekend. Friday I got off work early...yippeeee...So I went to the show like normal but there wasn't one...booooo...anyways 2 guys were there and disappointed that no show was happening and I have been informed that one of them was most likely Rob's friend Twitchy. So we sat around talkin and two of his friends came...Dawn and Kelli...So we all sat around talking until "Twitchy's" Parents came and picked him up then Todd's grandparents picked him up so that left Me, Dawn and Kelli. We sat around til 11 talkin and stuff it was cool. Then saturday I worked. Then Sunday about 20 minutes before I headed to work Richard came over and invited me to a cookout and I was thinkin that work wouldn't need me but I was wrong cause they said they did and so I had to work even though most of it was just me standin around doin nothing. So it sucked but I got off early which was good. Then i went home and called Dawn to see if they wanted to go to Busch on Monday. She didn't know but I still talked to her for about 3 Hours...it was fun...and she told me to call around noon yesterday to see about the Busch thing and so I did and we met up at Busch. It was Me, Dawn, Kelli, there mom, little brother and Uncle. I want to kill the little brother. Anyways so we had fun at Busch then we went to there house and I hung out there til like 7:30 and on the car ride home me and Dawn had a Private conversation by using one of my notebooks. I have a Girlfriend...*dances a jig cause on here I can*...So Daniel is a happy person.
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April 26th, 2004
10:28 pm
Okay well today was pretty uneventful other then the fact that I saw my first snake of the year. I had breakfast at hardees, Mushroom Swiss Burger...yum. Then I went to the comic store and got the remaining issues of Runaways and so I'm now all caught up on that. Then I went to Books a Million and got 2 new manga's and I then went to Sunken Gardens and read both manga's and thats where I saw the snake. After that I went to the Thrift store and got 2 new beings to pierce and put on my bookbag, well if I can find a place for them. Then I came home and David wanted to rent a movie so we went and got The Missing and Better Luck Tomorrow. Watched Better Luck Tomorrow and now waiting for David to get back home to watch The Missing since he wants to see it. So Bored, So Bored, So Bored. Shall visit the Hana at the Thrift Store tomorrow, and I shall have a belated Birthday present for her...she knows what it is. Okay must let cat out of room that it's stuck in. Bye Bye.
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April 25th, 2004
06:13 pm
Okay just got home from work. Almost got sick twice today cause of stress. I want to do something but my friends have school in the morning so meh. Prolly just go out biking later, like around midnight or somethin like I always do. lets me think about things. Got an airbrush tattoo and thinkin on makin it a real one cause it looks pretty good and it would go with my wrist tattoos I'm planning on getting. I know all I do on here is ramble but at least I post. Unlike my Deadjournal that I'll just use for surveys and poems and useless stuff. Okay thats that off I go to be bored.
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April 20th, 2004
09:41 pm
okay went to see Passion tonight. So not a family movie. Didn't make me cry but almost made me throw up. Very gory. The saddest thing is my mind was elsewhere while watching it. Must talk to someone but not sure I can.
Also a thought occured to me. If I died how many of you would care? How many would actually be saddened that I was gone? How many would actually notice? And if you did notice would it just be because I hadn't signed on AIM in a long while? Would that be the first time you would notice that I was gone?
It's amazing how you can have friends and feel so alone. More so when your friends are never around. Because your not that important to them.
Okay just to keep people from getting alarmed this is not a suicide threat. I am not capable of doing that. I cannot make myself bleed, I couldn't pull the trigger if I owned a gun, I wouldn't let myself run out of air. So do not fear I am not going to end my life.
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April 17th, 2004
10:46 pm
Work sucked. Didn't check my schedule yesterday so I went in around 9 just to find out I didn't have to be there till 11:30. Sat around for 2 and a half hours and then went to work. I slaved over that damn grill from 11:30 till 5 soooooo not fun. My arms were getting hit by hot grease left and right. Kinda liked the pain of it though. I know people cut themselves to get a release from whats bothering them but for me give me a hot grill and popping grease and I'm good to go. Oh and my necklace thats pokey. so trying to see if I can draw blood with it if I squeeze it hard enough. As I was leaving the park today I found out we were busy enough to use the Scotland parking. Work Sucks. Now I'm home and really bored. Just finished some food I smuggled out of the park. hehe bad daniel.
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April 16th, 2004
10:45 pm
Today was fun. Well at least at about 6ish it was. Woke up around 9 and sat around til 11:30 so I could call hana and finalize plans. We decided we would go to the park at around 6. Went for a quick bike, got some batteries for CD player. Came on talked to some people online then watched the 3rd Matrix movie and I think close to the end is when hana came over and we left to go to Busch. We got there and rode Apollo's Chariot, then went to France to visit Kiwi then we left cause it was to fuckin' busy. Went to The Underground to see what was up after getting some fries from McDonalds. Nothing was so we came back to my house and watched Snatch. Fun movie and it ended and she left like 10 minutes ago and I'm bored again. Blah
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